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    00Stevo, September 22nd, 2019, 4:36 pm ( Reply )

    Thanks for reading

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    EmilyAnnCoons, September 22nd, 2019, 10:13 pm ( Reply )

    Not to bring this comic down, but since it's already on the topic, I felt as though I might give my own thoughts on this topic. If it bothers you, feel free to delete this comment.

    As someone who also deals with depression and has also been in a very gray position of her own life, I completely understand both Ashley and Chris here. While I am definitely more on Ashley's side in not having attempted suicide, I have had many near attempts. I've held a knife in my hand towards my wrists and thought "I could end it all now."

    Every time suicide comes to my mind, I always think about how others will react to it. I think "Will my family actually care?" Well, I know they would, but not that it was me who died. As someone who is trans but is currently unable to transition, my parents believe I am their son, but truthfully, I am not. They would cry and mourn the passing of their son, but that's not who would die.

    I wonder... is there a way to do it where my parents wouldn't discover it for a long time? Could I spare them the pain in some way? There's so many things that come to my mind, and for that, I'm glad. It has kept me alive all this time. My life has not fallen completely gray. I hope day after day that somehow something will happen to bring color into my life again, but the further into this I fall, the grayer the world becomes. Things that gave joy and color and life have been slowly fading.

    I'm not asking for pity, or for help, or anything of that sort. These pages just... made me think about that is all... Heck, I'm not even posting anything inspirational to try to help people. Just sort of... recounting my feelings... and hoping other people don't have to feel that way. I don't know. I'm not even sure if this comment was worth making.

    00Stevo, September 23rd, 2019, 8:06 pm ( Reply )

    @EmilyAnnCoons: You're not bring the comic down, It makes me surprised that one of my readers can relate some much to the characters in it.

    Now I'm not going to say I'm an expert at dealing with depression and suicide (I'm in no ways am) but I think I have made a rather interesting point on the last few pages. I have no idea how grey your world might be, but from what you are saying is there is something that adds colour to it, even if it is just a little.

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